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Seth and Allison

Seth was scared of her—of how he felt for her, of how easily she swept into his life to turn him inside-out, and of how forceful she was about his behavior and life choices—and he hated that she made him feel that way.

“Every time he said he was done with life I walked away from him and every time he came chasing after me. This is the first time–he wanted to live. He was going to stop drinking and come clean and maybe let me make an honest man out of him. A couple more drinks before he called me and he would have proposed, he said. Don’t tell me that he’s never waking up! I don’t believe you!” [x]